Sunday, July 21, 2013

Ini kali lah!

Ntah apasal letak tittle mcm tu? padahal dh org smua dh move on -_- move on la sgt kannnn...

Well the change I want to talk about is my change. Kira mcm aku la yg nak b'ubah. soooo How? hati betul2 t'bahagi dua, satu yes Ini kali lah. Satu lagi, lain kali lah! hahahaha.apa la kau ni kan? org tny apa kah change nya ini?

Haaaa, ak nak pki tudung. mcm nak laaa, tgk org kiri kanan b'ubah, terasa nk join. Tapi x nak la b'ubah sbb org b'ubah kan? nak b'ubahh dr hati yg ikhlas nak b'ubah. adoyai! ssh tau mcm ni. byk sgt kerenah. 

Aku selalu fikir, bila ak pki tudung. ak nak pki betul, bkn fizikal je spiritual smua kena b'ubah. perangai smua laaaa. faham x? tak nak pki je tp sama je. nak pakai n b'ubah lbh islamik. haaaa mcm tu laaaa.

so mcm mana? teruskan? lupakan? lainkali? cuba lagi? byk la kau kannn


Thursday, July 11, 2013

Exam, Puasa dan saya

Tajuk je dh explain segala bukan? hohohohoho.... Yes2 that's what happening under the roof yaw! mula2 sekali my final exammm weeeee! yg best: final, means blh balik! yg x best: EXAM! hello exam kot, which mean kena study n such -_- how annoying!

Anyhoo, masa last2 days exam ni jatuh pada Ramadhan Kareem :) Bulan penuh kerberkatan jadi marila kita sama2 guna masa yg ada utk b'ibadat. I might just wear tudung this month of the year. But might je hokeh? tgk duluuu :)

Exam pun nak habis, saya pun mau pulanggg weeeee guling2 and pusing2 :)

P/S: Jangan lupa niat puasa okayy

Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Ya Allah jauhkan penyakit bongkak

Ummm makin hari makin m'jadi2 pulak penyakit kau ni! nak jadi apa? ish2 Kalau x diubati x mustahil parah kan? 

Aku pun x pasti laaaa apa punca nya. Memang x dinafikan keluarga ak ni jenis org yg ckp b'gegar2. Faham x? x nak kalah. Kalau org tu cerita dia mcm bagus, hah ak pun nk join and b'tekad utk menang. Dah kenapa kan? 

Ak rasa penyakit ni penyakit hati dan ak perlu jauhinya! ubatinyaaaa. Kena byk b'doa pada Allah SWT. supaya jauhkan la aku drpd penyakit2 ni. 

Mula2 tu sikit je laaaa nk tunjuk paling pandai, paling bagus tp skrg x blh nk kawal dah, melampau pulakk adoyai! Mcm mana ni?

Setakat ni ak cuba this few ways, tp mcm x berapa nk b'kesan, Takpe blh cuba lagi!

1. Jgn byk ckp sgt. Bila dh byk ckp, x blh kawal
2.Lebh byk dgr n memerhati jeeeee
3. Bila nk ckp tu, fikir dlu.
4.Istghifar byk2
5.Igt Allah SWT bila ckp
6.Doa byk2 semoga dijauh kan
Amin


Friday, June 14, 2013

Effort? selfish? apa kah itu?

Hari ni cikgu nk ajar murid2 maksud perkataan effort dan selfish ye...

-_- apakah? knp intro mcm tu punya poyo? okeyh... lupakan, teruskan dengan pengajaran. let's start with effort. what is effort?

Maksud effort-
1   : conscious exertion of power : hard work <a job requiring time and effort>
2
: a serious attempt : try <making an effort to reduce costs>
3
: something produced by exertion or trying <the novel was her most ambitious effort>
4
: effective force as distinguished from the possible resistance called into action by such a force
5
: the total work done to achieve a particular end <the wareffort>
okay la kalau gitew, kesimpulannya, effort ni ialah perkara yg kita buat dgn ssh payahnya utk m'capai sesuatu. Contoh? umm apa yeeeeee 

kiranya kalau kau kata kau dh tunjuk effort tp x mencapai matlamat, apakah maknanya tu? TAK CUKUP EFFORT LA. pastu kau ckp, kalau kau dh buat mcm2 tp org still x nmpk n ckp kau x ada effort, apa maknanya tu? TAK CUKUP EFFORT YE! kalau benda simple mcm pujuk gf pun x ad, kasi hadiah saja2 sbb nk tunjuk kasih sayang pun x ada, lps tu cubaan utk jaga hati gf pun kurang apa maknya tu? TAK ADA EFFORT YE! rakan2 sila take note!

Okay move on to next lesson, apa pula maksud selfish? apa yeeee? ummmmmm

Maksud selfish-
1.       devoted to or caring only for oneself; concerned primarily with one's own interests, benefits, welfare,etc., regardless of others.
2.
characterized by or manifesting concern or care only for oneself: selfish motives.


haaaa okay...  camtu laa mksd selfish.. kira kalau kau dlm relationship tp kau fikir kau punya perasaaan jee ha mcm mana? baik buat relationship dgn diri sendiri x perlu la kau ad relationship dgn org lain...
huhuhuhu







Thursday, June 13, 2013

Blog/Diari

Best jugak dpt melafazkan apa yang terbuku di blog. Dah la pendengar setia malah bijak simpan rahsia.
hahahaha. Tidak lupa juga, tidak bosan mendengar masalah sama b'ulang2. Jadi mari la aku ceritakan masalah yg sama ini.

Apa ye nk buat bila kita dh penat? b'henti? give up? or teruskan dan m'harapkan miracle b'laku? terus terang aku bkn jenis yang penyabar or kuat semangat sgt. Maksudnya, ak senang give up dan x blh tggu lama2. Masalah yg kian b'larutan dan b'ulang2 mungkin saja buat ak bosan dan give up. Macam ak rasa skrg. Kalau blh nk stop skrg please.

Ummmm dh ckp, apa yg x suka. dh cuba b'terus terang tp hampa sgt result. sama jeeee. mcm x bgtau apa2 pun. Bila terus terang jadi p'gaduhan. so acane tu? pusing2 tmpt sama pening jugak. Nak move on tp rasa dh stuck. Mmg time may heals but scars are forever. so right now ak rasa scar ak dh deep gila. Keep bleeding like my weak gum. hahahaha perumpamaan x blh bla kan?

So how? stay? or run like hell. seriously? even nafas ak pun lemah tiap kali fikir. sbb jantung ak b'degup dgn kuatnya. Maybe btul org ckp kita blh mati sbb hati yang sedih. and the fact dia diam tanpa menyelasaikan masalah ni, menunjukkan apa ye?

Macam biasa smua relationship ni perlukan 2 org utk make it work, but the effort i see is disappointing. Kept saying you can't leave without me, but no effort whatsoever to make me stay. Tak pernah faham apa yg ak nak. Bila ak ckp, konon mcm faham tp bila ulang perkara yg sama, faham ke tu? mcm Cikgu Syuk ajar ak addmath. ak kata ak faham. tapi bila dia keluar kelas ak x faham pun n x ad effort nk faham. end up mcm tu je laaaa, smpi bila2 ak x faham.

Ada paham smua?


Thursday, June 6, 2013

L.O.V.E

Apakah mksd disebalik perkataan2 ini? tidak ada apa2 mksd lain melainkan, love sahaja. saja nk gempak dgn tulis ad dot2 gitew.

Mungkin sbb dah selalu sgt m'lafaz kan perkataan tu, dh jadi habit pulak. Kalau ada buat salah atau rasa x senang, I love you dan m'harap si dia lupakan segala kekhilafan. Ahhhhh x blh dibiarkan ni, perlu dibendung dan diubah! perlu!

Macam skrg, kini dh rasmi gelarkan diri kawan in process. Tapi malangnya, kadang kala tanpa sedar sebut jugak I love you. Oh my.......

Hahaha another spur-at-the-moment thing!

Saturday, May 25, 2013

My little dream

Masa kecik2 cita2 selalu b'ubah2. Minggu pertama, cikgu. Pastu, doktor, Polis, Peguam. Ala2 formal gitew. Sebeb pemkiran x b'kembang lagi kannn mcm tu la gayanya ;)

Pastu bila rasa diri pandai sikit, sikit laaaaa. Cita2 nak jadi doktor. Rasanya masa drajah 6-form 3. Ahahahaha, pastu msk kelas form 4 start belajar biologi, trus lupakan niat yg murni dan suci kerana realize yg bio serius susah n ak ni bkn jenis yg study hardcore nyaaaa, study manja2 gitew, nak x nak jeeee

Skrg dh dewasa, hah dewasa sgt. Dh msk Uni,  mcm tau je nk jadi apa? but when people asked, sentiasa ad doubt. Mcm mana ni? But ak sure ak nak open my own little business. Cafe. cute cafe. Ntah laaa, ak rasa lagi serasi skrg... mcm seronok. Own a business, being my own boss. Tempting kan?

Huhuhuu harap2 ada semangat yg kuat utk buat. Jgn hangat2 tahi ayam!!!





Friday, May 17, 2013

The break-up

I'm watching the break-up, jennifer aniston and vince vaughn and how much this movie relate to my current situation. Make me cry like a baby.

I don't know how our relationship got here- Brook.
I'm asking the same question. How?
she said she just want to be appreciate and i totally understand. I want that too. Sometimes i want to be spoil.
I guess because I've been keeping these for so longggg that we become like this. That's why i got mad at him without reason. I'm not blaming him alone, I know I was wrong too. But I hope he really know why I've become like this. Why I acted like I acted.
I love him soo much, but I am hurt. By his action, his word. I can't take this anymore.
We both selfish, only think what we did, like, i did sooo much more in this relationship, you should do something too, but we can't see what out partner did.
If he can't accept me at my worst, what will happen in the future? what if, my current situation is not my worst? can he accept that?
I think, I've put up with him, at his worst. But.. I don't know, am I?
I want to spend the rest of my life with him, I'm not kidding. But I can't now, can I?
so many things going thru my head, and i think our break up this time is final....

Monday, May 6, 2013

I love Malaysia

Alhamdullilah :) segalanya selesai secara aman. Pagi2 tadi ak m'jlnkan amanah sbgi s'org rakyat Malaysia utk m'undi dan tadi result telah pun keluar, Malaysia kekal di bawah kerajaan BN. 

Apakah perasaan? rasa lega actually. Sbb skrg rasa mcm kita dh tahu apa akan jadi. Mksdnya, dh 56 thn dieorg memerintah, so apa akan jadi pada masa akan dtg mcm blh di ramal la :) Setakat ni 22 thn dah ak ni hidup di Malaysia ak dpt rasakan perubahan, keamanan dan kemakmuran yg telah b'laku atas kerjasama semua rakyat Malaysia. 

Bukan lah bermakna, biarkan je yg salah dlm kerajaan skrg b'leluasa, tapi perlulah d'perbaiki. Sbb itu ak rasa it's okay for them to menang tipis, at the very least now dieorg akan lbh b'hati2 dlm m'jln kan tugas. X sewenang-wenangnya salah guna kuasa, buat corruption and kronism. Jadi dlm 5 thn ni kita blh tgk k'tulusan dieorg. Kalau x blh blah jugak blh la undi lain 5 thn lagi :) tapi setakat ni rakyat Malaysia dh buat k'putusan.

Byk isu politik kotor actually dlm PRU kali ni, x kira la drpd party mana, yg salah ttp salah jangan pulak pejam sblh mata. Itu x adil namanya. Yang paling lawak sekali, rakyat Malaysia ni mcm dh x blh fikir. Bila baca something kt internet, terus share tanpa kaji dan selidik. hahahaha sbb tu senang dimanipulate. 

Buat masa skrg marila sama2 berdoa utk better Malaysia :)

Sunday, April 28, 2013

Political view la sgtttttt

Hahaha, terasa sgt dewasa gitew bila blh mengundi okay. I am very proud that I already registered to vote. Sebab bagi ak every vote count, x kira la kau sorang ke, sbb satu vote pun blh ubah our goverment kan.

Buat masa ni ak masih, b'fikir dan menimbang tara party apakah yg ak ingin sokong, rasanya masing2 ada pros and cons yg jelas dan tidak dapat dinafikan. Dah jadi mcm pilih coke and pepsi pulak, lebih kurang sama jeeee. Ummm susah bukan? sbb bagi ak bukan party apa yg penting tapi kebenaran, apa yg party tu pejuangkan lbh penting. Semua sibuk nk b'ubah tp b'ubah kpd apa? adakah hanya change for the sake of changing? perlulah fikir dlm2. bak kata pepatah, be careful what you wish for.

Terus terang ak ni takut nk amik risk sbb ak sendiri x yakin dgn apa yg m'dtg. Ak x yakin ikhlas x apa yg mereka p'juangkan dan adakah sesuai utk Malaysia? Mksd ak Malaysia is still a baby nk compared dgn negara2 lain yg dh lama b'diri. Tapi btul la, tak kan nak biarkan je yg corrupt dan salah ni b'leluasa? x btul jugk kan? See I am in dilemma. Like biggest dilemma in my life laaaa. Muahahahahaha. Sbb tu ak perlukan sumber2 utk memahami smua ni.

We'll see ja la apa yang akan b'laku. Tapi bak kata stranger in fb- bukan pilih yg paling baik tapi pilih yang kurang kemudaratannya.. or more or less the same.. igt2 lupa ;)

PEACE YAWW- bak kata org yg tulis lps b'debat dlm fb.

sekian ;)

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Heartbroken

Ever feel like your heart is broken into pieces? a feeling that i think nobody want to feel. Sebab that is the suckiest feeling in the world. unfortunately, rasanya hari ni ak rasa jugak perasaan tu. Aku tak pasti mcm mana semua ni bermula, yg ak tahu tup tup ak dh menangis macam org gila. 

Maybe ak expect too much? maybe i'm such a spoil brat? ak pun x pasti yg ak tahu ak sedih sangat. Mula dgn gaduh2 biasa dan ending dgn perkataan break up yg x habis2 keluar dr mulut ak. Sebab tu la yg ak fikir dgn akal tp bkn yg ak rasa dgn hati. Ikutkan akal, ak nak break. Turn a new leaf and try something new. Buka buku baru supaya ak x lagi asyik sedih. Sebab to be honest ak dh penat nangis. Ak dh penat rasa kecewa. 

Ini yang aku rasa. Aku rasa mr.bf dh x ad effort lagi. Mungkn sbb dia confident yang ak sayang kat dia dan x kan cari lain. Sedih x kalau tiap kali ak yang perlu bangkit kan soal kahwin mcm ak yg t'hegeh2 nak kahwin dgn dia. X tgk lagi respond dia yg buat hati ak luruh. Kalau kwn2 ak, bf dieorg excited sgt kalau ckp pasal kahwin, tp kalau mr.bf, sebaliknya yg berlaku. Aku x rasa aku mampu dgr dan tgk lagi respond dia. Kalau ini lah yang ak perlu lalui utk kahwin dgn dia, rasanya berbaloi ke?

Ini belum kira spend masa sama2 lagi. Am i a demanding gf? Ak ad mintak mcm2 ke? apa yg ak nak hanyalah spend masa sama2, lepak2 tapi ssh sgt nk dpt. tipu la kalau ak kata ktorg x kluar langsung, tapii ak blh kira brp kali ktorg keluar. Lawak x kalau mr.bf ajak keluar ak jadi excited mcm bdk2 dpt gula? comel kan ak? itu adalah sbb ktorg jarang keluar. kalau ada peluang utk keluar ak serius jadi cenggitu. Sampai kwn2 ak ad tny, weyh kau x kisah ke x kluar? akak ak pernah ckp, ad bf mcm x ad bf ak x nak ckp kat mr bf sbb nnt dia kata ak dgr ckp org. Tapi percayalah ak x dgr ckp org.

IKUTKAN AKAL AKU, AKU DAH BREAK SERIBU KALI, TAPI HATI NI DEGIL SANGAT. TOLONG LAH HATI, KESIAN LA KAT DIRI KAU.

Sebab akhirnya yang sakit kau. Bukan org lain. dan mata ni dah bengkak2 menangis. 

Thursday, February 28, 2013

Awkward

Here2 let's hear my useless rambling -_-

New sem is about to start in 3 days? so excited -_-' ahahaha well i don't start packing yet sbb malas and x rasa nk balik. semangat tu suam2 kuku jee. masih leka dgn alam maya yg penuh dgn warna warni. Oleh sbb tu masih ad masa nk tulis review? review ke? pasal cerita yg baru di discover... behold of another teenage dramaaa .... AWKWARD


Yup, semenjak menjadi suri rumah/penanggur byk masa di gunakan utk tgk drama cenggini. Actually my sister yg discover, me just took it from her hard disk. so cerita dia, mcm tipikal teenager drama. American teenager la sbb me yg ddk kat Malaysia ni sungguh x rasa pengalaman cenggitu di high school :)


Walaupun begitu cerita ni x tipikal sgt kerana mendalami k'hidupan remaja dgn lbh dekat. bak kata penulis dan creator cerita ni. So ala2 Easy A and Mean girls la. sgt entertaining utk di tonton dan mmg lawak. Gelak tanpa henti wa ckp lu. Addition point pulak, kedua-dua watak hero tampan lagi bergaya, ahaha additional point kan? muahahaha boleh la cuci2 mata gitew

Sekian review yg x seberapa review utk keseronokan bersamaa.

Friday, February 22, 2013

The book I read

few days until my new sem start. Rasa excited (sbb tmpt baru) and i probably going to miss home as in, tv, wifi, food. And I'm surely going to miss my family. we have fun together :) sbb soo long x update, as if people t'nnt2 and read my shitty writing -_- but what the hell ;)

having fun read this 5 books :) (4 dh habis satu lagi otw) not a review or anything. Klau review utk pro gitew. Ini hanyala prsonal opinion. 1. Annexed. kalau familiar with Anne Frank,this story is about the boy that lived with Anne Frank. supposedly she had crush on him and vice versa. In this book it's his point of view. Sedih bila baca sbb m'ceritakan mcm mana dieorg menyorok and hidup dlm ketakutan. lebih2 lagi dieorg masih kanak2 and wondering why Nazi hate Jew so much. Talked to my mom and she said, this is what happening to Palestine now and it make me sad even more. Because they know how it felt yet, dieorg buat org lain feel exactly the same.


2.The book of lost things. it supposedly a children book? i'm not sure but the near ending part gave me goosebumps. But a really good book, buat ak menyelak-nyelak beberapa kali utk baca parrt yg ak suka. I mean the villain n this book was call the the crooked man and he was pure evil. 


3.The dreamwalker's child. Not the most fun book to read. took me a whole month to finish. Maybe because i'm busy do other things and maybe because this book kind a boring. Kalau korang suka baca a normal boy > went to other world > turn out to be hero > safe the world, korang probably akan suka cerita ni :)


4. After the party. um x tau la, chick flick? tapi cerita ni m'ceritakan hidup b'keluarga. struggling to keep relationship and family. lps tu mcm confusion bout life destiny and so on. Okay la sbb agak menarik so ak habiskan dlm masa s'mggu :)


5. otw nak habis tapi masih separuh jln, The catcher in the rye. supposedly to be this very good book everyone talked about. but i find the main character a bit childish. Apparently he hate all phony people, yg bagi ak hanya m'cermin kan betapa dia rasa dia bagus sgt and freely judge people. i don't like him that much 





oh that's  it.. selesaii fin :)

Saturday, February 2, 2013

Drama

so I had been living in my house like a princess, you know sleeping, eating and having fun like there is no tommorow. Ohohohoh. what make me writing so soon kan? i mean i just wrote the last entry like a day before right?



me want to write about this tv series that had been keeping me busy. reality show to be exact. So the show are hehe ada 2. drum roll please.... Laguna Beach and The Hills! woot woot. so kenapa nak buat review? is it a review? or i rather think this is my personal opinion about the show -_- saja2 like i wanted to write something different and make like you know something new? huh.. so The Oc kan?

i had watch this tv show few years back masa dia masih run on mtv. but tak die hard apa la kan sbb  ak pun kat sekolah and selalu t'lps.

while watching the show all i could thinking was, girls are that shallow? ye la dengan jealousy and betrayal and back stabbing. OMG seriously? is it true? so i kept comparing with my real life, you know with my friends and all. kind a true? i mean i had been in that kind of drama. soooo is it true?

and you know what is more annoying? dieorg kayaaaa mcm nak mampus. so laguna beach and the hills mcm 4-5 years back and masa cerita tu filming umur dieorg mcm umur aku, but dieorg bwk kereta merc, bmw,range rover and all this sport car. you know how i hate spoil brat kids -_- it's like they are so spoil and show off, Oh my god. hah keluar lagi Oc way of talking

another annoying thing about this show is the way the girls talk. Like, you know, oh my god tu laaa selalu keluar drpd mulut dieorg, please girlss, get your vocab book and try new words! 


so with this endless annoying list why still i watch this super drama? yes because this drama is my guilty pleasure ;) 

Thursday, January 31, 2013

Holiday promises

At first, before holiday started. i want to work. you know since money makes world go around and all. tapi since it started,  had been such a lazy bum ;)

ohohoho biasa la tu, azam tggi m'gunung tapi habuk pun tarak -_- Farishaa? so cuti ni mcm biasa, ddk rumah, mkn and b'azam jadi gemuk! huh.  tapi sambil tu x lupa online tanpa henti x kira waktu...
tak tahu la sebernanya nak apa cuti ni. igt nak main masak2 tapi takut pun ada, sbb takut x jadi kann. Tapi kalau perasaan tu ada smpi bila pun apa2 tak kan jadi. I mean kalau Thomas Edison ad perasaan mcm ak humm nmpk nya b'gelap la kita smpi skrg :3

cuti ni bgn2 je m'hadap fb gaya mcm newspaper laaaa, baca p'kembangan kwn2 (kwn ke?)  lps tu tgk tv. senarai cerita Leverage, House, Top Chef (masih lagi) pastu layan drama melayu mama hahahaha. mkn memang b'gunug banyak nye. online lagi and tidur bkn pada waktunya. 

selain tu kat rumah ad banyak novel baru yg x di discover lagi. see, another reason not to work? i am so hopeless. here another post just for the sake of posting. 

Friday, January 18, 2013

Online shopping

Not to say I'm the expert about this, just rasa I also ad something that I can share from my experience ;) so like semua org pernah rasa online shopping kann? moreover skrg onling shop b'lambak gila. klik2 je dh dpt tgk mcm2 bnd kan? 

Tapi sbb online shopping ni x blh nak rasa, bau, touch and so on yg spttnya fizika kita dpt buat susah la sikit kan? tapi yg best pulak sbb dgn online shopping easy to compare, x yah guna byk tenaga. kalau g kdi, nk tgk brg mana lagi murah kena jln satu2 tapi kalau online just klik to other shop, senang kan? 


ak pun ad la bli brg online, masa 1st kat fb je yg slalu jual korean cloth. umm for me, quality tu as in kain, cara jahitan, kekemasan and warna tu okay la. x byk beza dgn pic tapi yg ak x sukanya dia x rupa mcm kita tgk. kadang too big or too small. sbb x blh la nk ukur kat bdn model kan? ahakz kena la ukur kat badan yg x berapa model ni -_-

ak selalunya bli kat littlemissq, pastu dia ada adik perempuan, dazzling couture. yg jual accessories je. then ak selalu usha2 barang kat fashionforward. sbb kadang org jual 2nd hand item dia and kadang2 baru. kena cari la, and compare. And korang pun blh jual brg korang. fun kan?



pastu kena la tgk method of payment. selalunya yg official2 gini, mcm nama besar2 H&M pastu, Cotton On kasi guan credit card. paypal and so on laaa. tapi ad je byk blh bank in. and credit card mesti la lagi sng..tapi kalau x ad blh online. skrg ni bank-in pun blh online. hapa lagi jadi pemalas laaa

have fun be shopaholic but online muahaha, let's be bff!

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Kanak-kanak ribena

Kadang2 bila bergaduh lagi mcm ni kan, mula la doubt diri sendiri, am I matured enough for relationship mcm ni? okay maybe matured drpd dlu sbb dlu kalau gaduh je mesti nk tggu kena pujuk, lps tu x fikir salah sendiri hanya fikir mr.bf yang salah (selfish gilaa) kemudian marah x b'tempat, mengadu kat mama. yang best nya bila m'adu mama hanya gelak dan ckp aku ni mcm budak2, sensitive sgt dan selfish (hah t'kena batang hidung)

Sekarang start approach baru, konon2 x nak merajuk mcm budak2 dah, nak buat x tahu; kira mcm 'i don't care eh eh eh' mcm tu laaa. tapi sebernanya masih terasa.sebab tu everytime rasa marah or x puas hati ak mula ckp dgn nada yg kuat bahawa ak x kisah, ak x peduli yg menyinggung perasaan mr.bf.

aku rasa mcm mana pun dia buat dia x dpt puas kan hati aku, sbb aku masih budak2 and aku kuat layan perasaan. Macam mana ni? aku dah penat la pendam dan simpan perasaan mcm n sbb ak x reti. Aku reti luahkan dgn cara yg kasar dan buat org sekeliling sedih. Satu cara je nak buat kot....

BERUBAH TO BE BETTER PERSON!

ni pun dah tahun baru, apa salahnya kan?

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Another New Year

As far as I remembered i celebrated 2012 also at my blog, so it's mean I have this blog almost a year! not bad no?

I'm not kind f person who celebrate anything :) so yesterday mr.bf and I went out to see fireworks! hahahhaha tapi sgt jammed and mr.bf tried to cari jln alternative tp sesat. We were few minutes late. by the time arrive, fireworks already started. 


Semoga new year ni bwk pembaharuan yg baik.. by the way I have exam but so lazy to study like alwayssss

picture not mine!

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quality time with family always fun :)