My little dream

Masa kecik2 cita2 selalu b'ubah2. Minggu pertama, cikgu. Pastu, doktor, Polis, Peguam. Ala2 formal gitew. Sebeb pemkiran x b'kembang lagi kannn mcm tu la gayanya ;)

Pastu bila rasa diri pandai sikit, sikit laaaaa. Cita2 nak jadi doktor. Rasanya masa drajah 6-form 3. Ahahahaha, pastu msk kelas form 4 start belajar biologi, trus lupakan niat yg murni dan suci kerana realize yg bio serius susah n ak ni bkn jenis yg study hardcore nyaaaa, study manja2 gitew, nak x nak jeeee

Skrg dh dewasa, hah dewasa sgt. Dh msk Uni,  mcm tau je nk jadi apa? but when people asked, sentiasa ad doubt. Mcm mana ni? But ak sure ak nak open my own little business. Cafe. cute cafe. Ntah laaa, ak rasa lagi serasi skrg... mcm seronok. Own a business, being my own boss. Tempting kan?

Huhuhuu harap2 ada semangat yg kuat utk buat. Jgn hangat2 tahi ayam!!!

The break-up

I'm watching the break-up, jennifer aniston and vince vaughn and how much this movie relate to my current situation. Make me cry like a baby.

I don't know how our relationship got here- Brook.
I'm asking the same question. How?
she said she just want to be appreciate and i totally understand. I want that too. Sometimes i want to be spoil.
I guess because I've been keeping these for so longggg that we become like this. That's why i got mad at him without reason. I'm not blaming him alone, I know I was wrong too. But I hope he really know why I've become like this. Why I acted like I acted.
I love him soo much, but I am hurt. By his action, his word. I can't take this anymore.
We both selfish, only think what we did, like, i did sooo much more in this relationship, you should do something too, but we can't see what out partner did.
If he can't accept me at my worst, what will happen in the future? what if, my current situation is not my worst? can he accept that?
I think, I've put up with him, at his worst. But.. I don't know, am I?
I want to spend the rest of my life with him, I'm not kidding. But I can't now, can I?
so many things going thru my head, and i think our break up this time is final....

I love Malaysia

Alhamdullilah :) segalanya selesai secara aman. Pagi2 tadi ak m'jlnkan amanah sbgi s'org rakyat Malaysia utk m'undi dan tadi result telah pun keluar, Malaysia kekal di bawah kerajaan BN. 

Apakah perasaan? rasa lega actually. Sbb skrg rasa mcm kita dh tahu apa akan jadi. Mksdnya, dh 56 thn dieorg memerintah, so apa akan jadi pada masa akan dtg mcm blh di ramal la :) Setakat ni 22 thn dah ak ni hidup di Malaysia ak dpt rasakan perubahan, keamanan dan kemakmuran yg telah b'laku atas kerjasama semua rakyat Malaysia. 

Bukan lah bermakna, biarkan je yg salah dlm kerajaan skrg b'leluasa, tapi perlulah d'perbaiki. Sbb itu ak rasa it's okay for them to menang tipis, at the very least now dieorg akan lbh b'hati2 dlm m'jln kan tugas. X sewenang-wenangnya salah guna kuasa, buat corruption and kronism. Jadi dlm 5 thn ni kita blh tgk k'tulusan dieorg. Kalau x blh blah jugak blh la undi lain 5 thn lagi :) tapi setakat ni rakyat Malaysia dh buat k'putusan.

Byk isu politik kotor actually dlm PRU kali ni, x kira la drpd party mana, yg salah ttp salah jangan pulak pejam sblh mata. Itu x adil namanya. Yang paling lawak sekali, rakyat Malaysia ni mcm dh x blh fikir. Bila baca something kt internet, terus share tanpa kaji dan selidik. hahahaha sbb tu senang dimanipulate. 

Buat masa skrg marila sama2 berdoa utk better Malaysia :)