you, yes you! please get a lifeeeee!!!!
okay since I think this blog is never going to get visitor ever, hehehe I might as well should private it, but I don't know how and too lazy too learn how but I think it's okay now to write private stuff. lol. Internet is totally not a safe please, but please.. siapa nak cari kisah personal hidup ak kann?
so i had been in relationship almost 1 year and a half. Next year in march going to be our two years anniversary.. yeay :) ummmm, but i don't know if it's the right thing to do anymore. you know what i mean? i think i lost myself. like gila sesat jalan and need a freaking map. so mcm couple yg lain kitaorg selalu b'gaduh like every day, week, month. so it mostly ak yg iniate it la kan, cth mcm knp dia selalu busy, knp dia x reply things ak put kat fb dia. pendek kata bnd remeh temeh yg no one care but me.
so he said i changed, like dlu masa dia ngorat aku, masa everything masih lagi rainbow and unicorn. dia ckp ak dlu was muchhh more independent. sbb ak x kisah keluar sandiri, mkn sendiri bla bla bla! but now ak mcm x ad kaki kalau x ajak dia keluar. everything mseti dgn dia and that's why I'm mad kalau dia busy dgn kerja. okay maybe his true. dlu ak sgt independent but seriously, kalau now ak ckp ak nk keluar mknn sendiri dia akan begged ak cari kwn or dia offer diri utk tmn. sooooo totally spoil me okay! and in my defense ak dh ckp kat dia masa kitaorg baru couple yg couple2 ni new for me and make me turn psycho. see u had been warned!
Oh my kenapa laaa ak m'bebel kan. Oh lupaaaa the reason why i write is to make promise to myself yg ak akan:
1. lebih independent. keluar sendiri and have fun time with myself.
2. not getting mad easily atas bnd2 kecil! (you can do it)
3. jadi labih independent.
4. x amik kisah bnd small yg x ad effect.
5. x cari pasal.
6.kawal perasaan.
I'm not saying yang dia btul, tapi aku penat dah b'gaduh with ho winner and loser. sbb dua2 nak menang n x rasa salah. from now on, I don't give a fuck. for real!
