I can't never safe money ever

the title reveal all -_-

seriously, mcm mana ad org blh save money sampai b'ribu2? ssh sgt bg ak insan yg lemah ni. Tahun ni nk pergi shopping kt bandung, tp duit langsung x blh nk save! ada je k'hendak hati yg perlu di penuhi. troublesome!

stuck in the same size

picture ni buat nampak muda remaja kan? kan?

I should be grateful, really -_- i mean, berapa ramai org yg mkn, minum, tidur dan x bersenam can maintain the same size? okayy ramai.. org kata metabolism tinggi bla bla bla.. i'm no quite sure that is my case

since i'm little, hahaha okay like toddler la, aku kuat mkn. lot of my pictures mesti ad muka ak tgh melahap, pipi kembung dgn mknn...malu bila t'igt -_- tp bila aku msk sekolah, i'm not like the skinniest or smallest kid, in fact ak antara yg besar, not necessarily fat, tp besar la..

masuk sekolah menengah pun, ak masih mcm tu, not fat, but berisi kot the right word. not that i care, ak x pernah pun nak diet ke hapa, sbb ak tau tu semua angan2 je, lps tu hah.. melahap balik.

Tapi bila masuk U, ak mkn byk manapun, berat bdn ak x berubah sejak umur ak 16 smpi sekarang 2- (cannot be reveal EVER) my bf ckp dgn muka yg yg sgt x b'puas hati kat ak, mksdnya tak membesar la tu hah? really? okayyyy mmg betul. to make thing worst, my height.. I look exactly like my high school time but skinnier. Man!

even my grandma, yg dulu2 masa ak time sekolah, dia selalu kata ak berisi pun suruh ak tambah berat badan, TAMBAH okay?!!!

okay my ranting here is finish ;)